I visited a church in Mississauga, Ontario with some dear friends this past Sunday. The sermon, delivered by Pastor Deric Bartlett, was entitled "The Upside of your Downside" and was based on Psalm 11:5, with references to verses such as 2 Corinthians 4:7-9, Deuteronomy 8
The message really spoke to me about how we shouldn't waste the trials we face on this earth, but use them to grow our faith, depend on God's strength, perservere, and refine our walk with Christ. As I listened to the message, I reflected on the fact that I have found in some of the greatest trials I have come face to face and on my knees with my own weaknesses. In facing my weakness, I was better able to lean on God's strength. I am sad to say that in good times, when I'm not in the midst of trial, my tendency is to rely on my own strength. How selfish and short sighted of me!
I hope and pray that I will learn from the trials of this life and come through them leaning on Christ so that I may reflect Him on the other side. I do not deserve His help, and certainly could not relflect Him without His grace, mercy and forgiveness; but am in awe that He does actaully love me and can actually use me!
May God bless you and encourage you, and may you trust fully in Christ as you face whatever trial comes your way.
Heidi grew up on a ranch in south central Montana where she learned firsthand the value of hard work, family and neighbors. Advocacy and support for the most vulnerable in our country has long been a passion of hers… Her husband of 33 years was critically injured during a traffic stop in 2002, ending his career in law enforcement. Their family’s faith and experience following line of duty disability retirement prompted Heidi to begin writing to share their journey.